Is there always something in the way of you getting what you would really like to have? Stopping you from creating your dream life? 

Do you ever say “If only I had… If only I was… then I could have the life I want to have”?

If you keep hearing and making up reasons and excuses that stop you from creating what you would like, or why you can’t start yet, you might want to look at whose reality you are functioning from.
 
The things that you’ve been trying to create, the life you’ve been trying to have for long time, maybe years, maybe your whole life, that has been real struggle and there is always something in the way that stops you from having that… What if you asked, who does this belong to? Whose reality, dreams and wishes I’m functioning from? 
 
Is this something I would really like? Or am I just functioning from other people’s dreams, wishes and realities? Am I trying to create what other people find valuable and desirable?
 
And what other people have decided I should want? Even, what I have decided that other people think I should want?
 
If I could have anything, if I could create anything, what would that be? What is my reality? What is valuable to me? If I could have anything, absolutely anything, if there was nothing stopping me, what would I choose to have?
 
When you actually become aware what you truly would like, when you admit it to yourself, things start showing up faster than you could imagine…. Suddenly excuses became far less relevant, because you actually get excited and enthusiastic about what you get to create now. 
 
Are you brave enough to become aware and find out what you really would like? Even if it is something that no-one else is choosing, that no-one else is interested in? 
 
What if you what you really would like to have is actually something completely different?
 
I have functioned from so many dreams, desires and wishes that really had nothing to with what I would really like. These have been small things and big things, like practising yoga every morning to studying in a university, being an actress, having a home, having a well balanced daily routine, the list is mile long…
 
When I started looking at who I really am and what works for me, I started spotting all the “lies” I was functioning from, all the “should-haves” of this reality. And I noticed that 90% of time they have no relevance to me and I’m not interested in them.
 
The way I live my life now is something I would have never ever thought about before, life like this didn’t even exist for me. Do I sometimes wonder what the heck am I doing? When no-one else around me is choosing anything like I do, when people can’t even see how I live, when everything outside of me has nothing to with my reality? Sure I do. But those moments are getting shorter and shorter and rarer and rarer. What I know is possible for me, my own reality, is just far more valuable, far more FUN and joyful for me. Now I’m actually interested in BEING ALIVE, because I know I can really have exactly what I would like to have. 
 
What would make your life an adventure? What kind of reality can you choose that would give you the enthusiasm of living? What would be fun for you, what would make you want to jump out of bed every morning? What is possible for you that isn’t possible for anyone else?